LOLZisLOLZ: February 2011

Friday, February 4, 2011

'I was really damaged and not sure whether that [finding love again] was ever going to happen again to me. I certainly never thought I'd have a baby at 41. But we never know what's around the corner. I was never seeking to be a celebrity. But I was prepared to do that for love. And that is something that is hard to do. It’s hard when you’re young. But I’m ready to give up anything for love because, ultimately, that is what you have. You get so much from a relationship when it is filled with love. I knew he was a really big star, but after a while, to get to a real place in a relationship, that has to wear off. As a couple we were very private. We were not out a lot and we were very, very tight and that’s why we lasted ten years, which is a good amount of time, particularly when you get married at 23. That was a great relationship. It was great. I think it ran its course. [Now] I'm crazy in love. I think you can live anywhere and do anything when you're crazy in love. I'm very driven by falling in love. I fall in love and I'll drop everything and change everything.'

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Dear Diary,

Today at school Jimmy slipped me a note! OH. MY. GOD!!! It was so cute and so romantic! It was a drawing of a car - Jimmy LOVES cars and is such a good drawer! - and then there were hearts in the picture too! I can't believe sixth grade is so exciting! I sent him a note back too! I know Diary, I know. SO BRAVE! The note I sent him was a drawing of a unicorn with really big boobs! I didn't get one back from him, but I hope I will tomorrow!

Wish me luck Diary!
I LOVE YOU!